Suddenly you pop out on my mind again .. looking back those pics we took. Crying again .. i'm deeply hurt ... </3

That day yamate show me what you and her text . It hurts me so badly . You told yamate " WHAT FOR TOGETHER BACK " do you even know how much it hurt me actually ? :'( I cried that night so badly .. no ones know . :'(

I said i want to move on .. but i don't know why you  just keep appear in mind out of sudden .. I'm already trying my best not to think of you but i just cant . And i don't know why , whenever i use twitter i will sure stalk you .. /:

I told everyone I'M FINE .. but deep inside i'm hurting so badly . :'(  it seem like whatever i do i will think of you . I miss you , i miss your smile , i miss you next to me , i miss you holding my hands , i miss you hugging me , i miss you kissing me , i miss you staying over at my house , i miss cuddling with you , i miss how we used to talk/text .. but is all over now :'(

Yesterday yamate told me maybe you and her already together .. i told " hahah , i don't care anymore " but actually i'm crying so hard .. i don't know what to do anymore .. :'( I'm tired , i'm done trying to get you back and i fail. It seem like you are happy without me by your side. /:

I may seem like happily but i'm not. I just don't know to let others see me being like this anymore. And i don't want to let you know i still love you .. I will continue act like i don't love you anymore ..

Lastly , if you and her really together already . What i can say is " last long " .... :'(

back to blog again .. (':

Lots of things had happen . On the 1stJune I broke up with him because I feel that i'm not good enough for him , I cant give him what he want .. :'( I know the reason is stupid . I really miss him a lot .. I miss how we used to be . I miss those night we cuddle together . I miss how you send me those sweet text . I still remember you always want to sent me home but i always don't want but i want also don't have  .. :'( I REALLY WANT YOU BACK SO BADLY ...

I afraid you fall for others .. I know winnce love you , i afraid you fall for her or already fall for her .. </3 I'm thinking what if you fall for her and you two get together ... :'(

I know is my fault to hurt you and i know no matter how many sorry i said it wont cure .. I'm the one who made everything fall apart .. I really wish i could get back you .. I always want to text you or call you so badly but i don't dare , i'm scare that i annoy you ..

03.05.14 i miss you , i miss " US " .. I want you back .. GJK , give me another chance ?.. /: I know my wrong ..

GJK , give me another chance .. I know my mistake .. :'(